All this over something so ridiculously small… I suppose being right takes priority over simply accepting a change in subject. If you weren’t so high on your own ego, if you took a step back with a cool head, you’d see that I tried to divert things several times. You attacked me as a person, my character; why? To prove a point that didn’t need to be proved? You caused a real fight instead of a simple misunderstanding. Again, what for? Your ego? Is being the smart one, is being a “genius” that important to you? Maybe that’s all you’ve got. If that’s the case, then so be it. Who am I to interfere?

As much as I’d like to be, I’m not indefatigable. I’m really quite the opposite these days and I’m more than ready to accept that I’ve shown this considerably. I will apologize when it’s due but I’m no sycophant. I won’t grovel nor will I stroke your ego when it isn’t necessary with the sole intent of being in your favour.

I won’t claim to have an endless accumulation of knowledge, I feel I have experienced more than many adults will, and even so I still have much to learn. However, you… Do you feel the same about yourself? Or are you so sure that your view of the world is complete?

The self of any person, their thoughts, feelings and will… it’s important. Above all else, we must maintain these things. It’s harder for some than others — at times one will over compensate, get a bit out of control with their sense of self. I have a feeling you’re one of those who struggle to take care of themselves properly. You’re a hateful creature, it almost feels as though you’re constantly full of spite; I hope one day that you can let such feelings rest if they so happen to exist in you the way I think they do.